Wings
Silence shivered
through the forest
and between my toes
staccato beat
of rubber soles
clopping over snow
a single droplet
slips under robes
and through the crack
Father said,
“Be like me”
Mother said,
“you were born free”
Roshi’s koan,
“Who were you
before
you were born?”
When parents spoke
I listened for
what was unsaid
Their gene pool
divided
into swimmers or sinkers
His strong teeth
given to me
like a zippered purse
Her strong will
pulled me
like an ox drawn cart
“Keep sitting, more zazen!”
snowman in the sun
“don’t waste time!”
Roshi’s wiry brows
quoting the silence
between his words
Roshi, mother, father
blowing out
as I breath in
Like the winds
that lift both wings
off the ground
Sunday, November 27, 2011
Monday, November 7, 2011
25 Insights on Becoming a Better Writer
Check out this post from Daily Good at http://www.dailygood.org/more.php?n=4760
Place, by Sheila Siegel
Place, by Sheila Siegel
Youth and young womanhood
Spent in sunny Southern California
Lazy days, warm caressing air
Strolling, jogging on soft sand beaches
Jumping into the warm sea with
Joy and abandon to cool off
Hot skin turned a dark shade of brown every summer
Lithe, healthy body in a small bikini
This is the idealized pictures I remember
Forgetting the terrible traffic nightmares
The orange/brown smog so thick I cried for the need to inhale
Love prompted a move to the
Redwood forests of the Santa Cruz Mountains
Surrounded by a tall wall of green
Mornings sending thin tendrils of fog
Reaching in through the trees
Dappled sunlight, horses, goats
Wonderful bird song – is it a nightingale?
Wind sending a shower of yellow leaves
Flying across the yard in the fall
So beautiful and peaceful but disorienting
This was someone else’s life, or, perhaps, summer camp
All my friends and family still back in L.A.
I was lonely
Even with my new love to keep me warm on those cold nights
Then rain and more rain in the winters
Feeling cold and damp, mold growing in my shoes
Car drowned in a bottomless puddle
Prompting yet another move
Out of the mountains, down to the ocean
Back to the seashore
The waves crashing
The sun sparkling diamonds on the water
Pelicans, otters, seals, surfers
A new community
Water not as warm for splashing in
Body not as lithe and healthy
As in my Southern California days
But familiar and comfortable surroundings
That feel like home to me
Youth and young womanhood
Spent in sunny Southern California
Lazy days, warm caressing air
Strolling, jogging on soft sand beaches
Jumping into the warm sea with
Joy and abandon to cool off
Hot skin turned a dark shade of brown every summer
Lithe, healthy body in a small bikini
This is the idealized pictures I remember
Forgetting the terrible traffic nightmares
The orange/brown smog so thick I cried for the need to inhale
Love prompted a move to the
Redwood forests of the Santa Cruz Mountains
Surrounded by a tall wall of green
Mornings sending thin tendrils of fog
Reaching in through the trees
Dappled sunlight, horses, goats
Wonderful bird song – is it a nightingale?
Wind sending a shower of yellow leaves
Flying across the yard in the fall
So beautiful and peaceful but disorienting
This was someone else’s life, or, perhaps, summer camp
All my friends and family still back in L.A.
I was lonely
Even with my new love to keep me warm on those cold nights
Then rain and more rain in the winters
Feeling cold and damp, mold growing in my shoes
Car drowned in a bottomless puddle
Prompting yet another move
Out of the mountains, down to the ocean
Back to the seashore
The waves crashing
The sun sparkling diamonds on the water
Pelicans, otters, seals, surfers
A new community
Water not as warm for splashing in
Body not as lithe and healthy
As in my Southern California days
But familiar and comfortable surroundings
That feel like home to me
Easy Answer by Jerilyn Kass
Easy Answer, by Jerilyn Kass
On those mornings when knowing what to wear to school seemed a problem too hard to conquer
I’d call down to my mother,
“What should I wear?”
“Pants and a shirt” was her inevitable reply.
I am a child of the easy answer.
On Sunday mornings, my sister and I piled on my parents’ bed,
Dad testing us on definitions of words in the newspaper.
I am a child of literacy.
My sister and I spent what seemed like hours
Nominating and voting and analyzing names for our stuffed animals and dolls
I am a child of process.
I spent hours putting together jigsaw puzzles
Like San Francisco at night
All bridges and lights
I am a child of synthesis.
I said my first curse at eight years old
And still haven’t stopped and
Irreverent religious jokes still make me laugh.
I am a child of frustration.
I came home after getting fired from my job
To find Dad carrying Mom down the stairs
After she overdosed- she didn’t die like her father did.
I am a child of suicide.
I frustrate at the easy answer
Synthesize broken pieces
Adore just the right words
Make room for the process
And kill the dove of peace in my heart
On those mornings when knowing what to wear to school seemed a problem too hard to conquer
I’d call down to my mother,
“What should I wear?”
“Pants and a shirt” was her inevitable reply.
I am a child of the easy answer.
On Sunday mornings, my sister and I piled on my parents’ bed,
Dad testing us on definitions of words in the newspaper.
I am a child of literacy.
My sister and I spent what seemed like hours
Nominating and voting and analyzing names for our stuffed animals and dolls
I am a child of process.
I spent hours putting together jigsaw puzzles
Like San Francisco at night
All bridges and lights
I am a child of synthesis.
I said my first curse at eight years old
And still haven’t stopped and
Irreverent religious jokes still make me laugh.
I am a child of frustration.
I came home after getting fired from my job
To find Dad carrying Mom down the stairs
After she overdosed- she didn’t die like her father did.
I am a child of suicide.
I frustrate at the easy answer
Synthesize broken pieces
Adore just the right words
Make room for the process
And kill the dove of peace in my heart
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